December 13, 2011

• Three ramblings of mine .. enjoy!

    

  I am the smile that beckons you to come
  I am the blank page that sits before you
  I am the salty tears of lifes betrayal
  I am the goosebumps spread across your skin
  I am the faded memory of loves attention
  I am the sleeping beauty before you
  I am the wind that enfolds you at the oceans edge
  I am the antique that sets enclosed in glass
  I am the lone warrior in the distance
  I am .. unknown .. undiscovered ..
   
  

   

  wandering thoughts and images that appear
  of things once held dear
  connections broken, lives lost
  realization of motto: trust no one but self
  rewinding film in my mind
  ... slowly it plays
  of dreams dissipated, of hopes and fears
  childhood dreams faded in the blink of an eye
  as waves of harsh reality cut like a knife
  innocence lost, stolen, taken
  eyes sharp, pierce like a pin
  angered voices, harsh hands
  fading dreams, hopes, aspirations
  crash to the floor like broken glass
  screams echo across the land
  like the howl of a lone wolf in the distance
  closed lids, sealed with tears
  blankets wrapped as tight as knots
  hello, are you there,
  can you hear me, can't you see
  sounds of my heartbeat echo within my ears
  no answer, no hand to hold,
  no one to comfort, no love embraces me
  alone am I, whence comes my peace
  whispered softly in the confines of my mind
  does it really exist.. do I really exist
  am I alive, or simply drifting by
  long eye lashes flutter like wings of a butterly
  yet again drowned in salty tears
  as I dimly fade
  colorful, charming world of beauty
  only in my world of dreams..
  

   

  

  when all you've done is hurt -
  when all people have done is leave -
  when all the world seems to just pass you by -
  when all you want is to feel alive -
  when all they did was lie to make you believe -
  then laugh as they watched you leave -
  when life seems to bitter to choke down -
  when you laugh and smile, when all you want to do is cry -
  when you feel worthless and ugly -
  when you feel insignificant and unnoticed -
  when you look around in silence -
  you scream into the night -
  whence comes my peace

  • 9:13 am
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