June 21, 2012

• A trio of rambles & thoughts

   I want your sun to reach my raindrops,  So your heat can raise my soul upward like a cloud.

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  I am the smile that beckons you to come  
  I am the blank page that sits before you  
  I am the salty tears of lifes betrayal  
  I am the goosebumps spread across your skin  
  I am the faded memory of loves attention  
  I am the sleeping beauty before you  
  I am the wind that enfolds you at the oceans edge  
  I am the antique that sets enclosed in glass  
  I am the lone warrior in the distance  
  I am .. unknown .. undiscovered ..  

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  wandering thoughts and images that appear  
  of things once held dear  
  connections broken, lives lost  
  realization of motto: trust no one but self  
  rewinding film in my mind  
  slowly it plays  
  of dreams dissipated, of hopes and fears  
  childhood dreams faded in the blink of an eye  
  as waves of harsh reality cut like a knife  
  innocence lost, stolen, taken  
  eyes sharp, pierce like a pin
  angered voices, harsh hands  
  fading dreams, hopes, aspirations  
  crash to the floor like broken glass  
  screams echo across the land  
  like the howl of a lone wolf in the distance  
  closed lids, sealed with tears  
  blankets wrapped as tight as knots  
  hello
  are you there,
  can you hear me,
  can’t you see  
  sounds of my heartbeat echo within my ears  
  no answer, no hand to hold, no one to comfort, no love embraces me  
  alone am I, whence comes my peace  
  whispered softly in the confines of my mind  
  does it really exist..
  do I really exist  
  am I alive, or simply drifting by  
  long eye lashes flutter like wings of a butterly  
  yet again drowned in salty tears  
  as I dimly fade  
  colorful, charming world of beauty  
  only in my world of dreams..  

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  when all you’ve done is hurt –
  when all people have done is leave –
  when all the world seems to just pass you by -
  when all you want is to feel alive –
  when all they did was lie to make you believe –
  then laugh as they watched you leave –
  when life seems to bitter to choke down –
  when you laugh and smile, when all you want to do is cry –
  when you feel worthless and ugly –
  when you feel insignificant and unnoticed –
  when you look around in silence –
  when you scream into the night –
  “whence comes my peace”

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  To know the value of generosity, it is necessary to have suffered from the cold indifference of others.

  .. and that’s a wrap .. all written by me Hope you enjoyed, and they make you think.

  As always, there is a lot of symbolism and inner meanings to my writing. It’s just as complex as me

   

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