July 5, 2012

  • Randomness of me

    Is that even a word? I decided to share a bunch of my ‘quotes’ with you. It is rather interesting when I look at all of them together like this. I went through months of things I’ve written just to do this lol

    • The deepest nature of your existence is beyond thoughts and emotions – its incredibly vast and interconnected with all.
    • I may not be wonder woman, but I can do things that make ya *wonder* :)
    • True love isn’t the distant playing of romantic violin music – its the triumphant twang of a bed spring :) lol
    • I smile & act like nothing is wrong ~ it’s called dealing with shit & staying strong.
    • The brightest smiles can hide the biggest pain.
    • I am who I am – your approval is not needed. I see fetishes – it’s better than seeing dead people lol
    • #mindblowing – Strong, dominate men.
    • I’m a fun little lolipop double dipped in crazy :)
    • My song of the day – “Hate My Life” by Theory of a Dead Man. How appropriate.
    • there is no angry way to say “bubbles”
    • when feeling alive is like a distant memory u feel like ur fading when really living is as extinct as the love you once felt.. dreams die..
    • #FavouriteMovieQuotes “Sound off like ya got a pair!!” -Full Metal Jacket “What’s your major malfunction numbnuts!?!” -Full Metal Jacket
    • *lifts a toast* Here’s to the past, they can kiss my ass :)
    • Death is NOT the biggest fear we have; our biggest fear is taking the risk to be ALIVE– the risk to be alive & express what we really are.
    • Genuine people. Hugs. Smiles. Massages. My family. My friends. My pets. Dolphins. Men. Orgasms. #10thingsilove
    • Sex is always on my mind..
    • If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or things. People always let you down. #disappointment
    • feeling fat and ugly #10WorstFeelings
    • fuck stress have sex.
    • Bored. Need stimulation. some relationships make you feel more alone than when you were single.. unnoticed & unwanted.. #10WorstFeelings
    • When a male honey bee climaxes during sex, his testicles explode… then he dies.
    • Tidbit ’bout me. After seemingly endless searching, my sister and I located & met our Biological father for the 1st time in July of 1990.
    • Ive danced in the moons soft light, drank chilled wine, tied a ribbon to a bottle ‘n made a wish on the 1st star I seen tonight.
    • ever feel like your going through life as a ‘pinata?
    • Get into a crowded elevator and say “I bet you’re all wondering why I gathered you here today.”
    • wishing I was more than what I am.. today I feel like an ugly duckling :|
    • They say penis size is related to shoe size. Which makes the fear of being raped by a clown that much scarier.
    • CARPE SCROTUM :Grab Life By The Balls!
    • Fake nails, Fake hair, Fake ass, Fake nose, Fake voices, Fake breast….Are you sure you weren’t made in China?
    • what or who inspires you, gives you that serenity & refreshment to your soul, when life gets too hectic & people only let you down & hurt u?
    • Foods that can boost your sex drive are lean meats, oysters, chocolate, caviar, whipped cream, almonds, bananas, avacado and pepper.
    • The only cure for crazy is hot, hot, sex.
    • I miss real friends. I miss letting go and having fun. I miss feeling pretty. I miss kissing, real deep meaningful kissing.. What do u miss?
    • Love all. Accept a few. Do wrong to none. Love is the law, love under will.
    • Don’t let people change the Loving and Caring person you are. ♥ Freely Love & Be Loved ♥
    • bored.. daydreaming.. all that stuff.. *sigh* In other words ~ the usual
    • A good laugh, a long sleep, and a decent orgasm are the best cures for anything. Not necessarily in that order though. *grin*
    • The question is not whether life exists after death. The real question is whether you are ALIVE before death. :)
    • Sex is an instant cure for depression. Now put it to use and go cheer someone up.
    • You don’t know me. If you did, you’d “get” me and my sense of sarcasm and humor. Not everything is serious. Lighten up. Live, Laugh and PLAY
    • When you die your hair still grows for a couple of months.
    • damn it I hate feeling unnoticed, invisible, unimportant, insignificant, unwanted, undesired.. and so alone. *sigh*
    • I need a sweet release.. an escape from reality for a while..
    • the real world isnt very stimulating, so I’m going to slip back into the realms of my vivid imagination
    • the only thing constant is change & hurt
    • Fear: Rejection. Dream: Acceptance. #FearsVsDreams
    • Do I exist? If I do, then why can’t you see me? I’m here, but you never notice me. Silent screams, echo within my mind.. #lonely
    • Fear: Not being good enough, pretty enough. Dream: To be enough. #FearsVsDreams
    • I wanna let my hair down, be playful, frisky, and spontaneous.. with .. its been way too long.. feeling “caged”
    • Never lose who you are. Follow your inner moonlight; don’t hide the madness. We cant change the cards we’re dealt, just how we play the hand
    • Some call it bitching, I call it *Verbal Release Therapy* It’s all about perspective.
    • I can resist everything, except temptation.
    • He’s the warmth of the summer sun, when lying next to me, I’m the soft down pillow where he lays his head to rest. Entangled, Entranced…in
    • Never underestimate the power of Karma. What goes around, certainly comes back around.. Karma can be a b*tch ;)
    • Material possessions are worthless, words are make believe, just leave me with the sweet taste of satisfaction. Let it linger on my skin..
    • I’ve entered the SnapDragon part of my life. Part of me snapped, and the rest of me is Dragon :)
    • Fear: to feel abandoned and alone. Dream: To feel alive, desired & vibrant. #FearsVsDreams #twloha
    • Break down the fortress of your Individual Self, that your Truth may spring free from the ruins.. “To thine own self be true”
    • Be forewarned –> my mind chewed through its leash & is on the loose!!
    • Take out your sexual frustration on me.
    • Women with higher emotional intelligence experience more orgasms.
    • Having sex once a week can improve your immune function by 30%.
    • wake me up inside.. save me from this nothing I’ve become.. [lyrics]
    • Fear: Never finding my place in the world. | Dream: Being happy with who I have become.
    • An estimated 160,000 kids miss school each day due to bullying.
    • I want to know what sustains you from the inside when all else falls away. What keeps you holding on.
    • hmm “manhandled” can I put that on a wish list? lol *wink*
    • “Why are you so happy today?” “I put my g-string undies on backwards” LMAO
    • I used to think the worst thing in life was to end up all alone. Its not. The worst thing is to end up with people who make u feel all alone
    • hate my life.. I feel like a “shit” magnet.. it all just seems to cling and find me *huge sigh* feel like running away..
    • How to start an argument online 1. Express an opinion. 2. Wait.
    • Gone to my happy place.. be forewarned :)
    • This is GREAT advice, I know it’d have me “putty in your hands” in no time! Study & take notes! Art of Teasing Women http://www.bondassage.com/blog/144-the-art-of-teasing-women
    • Common sense is so rare I consider it my superpower.
    • Love is not the dying moan of a distant violin- it’s the triumphant twang of a bedspring!
    • Dont do drugs – have sex instead – its more satisfying and its an all natural high that lasts longer :) ~ a Rhonda Quote
    • Procrastination is a lot like masturbation, it feels good until you realize your just screwing yourself :)
    • wth is it with people? Some should have warning labels on ‘em.Or at least a “befriend me with extreme caution, I may change face any moment”
    • Don’t be distracted by criticism. Remember the only taste of success some people have is when they take a bite out of you :} ~Ziglar
    • I give. I surrender. I hide. I hope. I withdraw. I prefer alone. I block. I cover. I protect. I am silent..
    • yup.. now I am reminded {like a virtual slap to the face} why I never allow people to see/read my feelings..never open urself up it sucks..
    • I believe it all exists, even if its just in your mind Hold on to what you believe in, even if its a tree that stands alone.
    • What is always speaking silently is the body.- Vision is the art of seeing things invisible.
    • I am the blank page that lies before you, the whisper in the stillness. I am what you reach for, but never touch.
    • I dream, therefore I am
    • My eyes close like shades, dimming out reality..
    • I dream, therefore I AM :] Love fully, love deeply.
    • feeling frisky.. Well behaved women rarely make history :-} I feel a SIN commin on!
    • Whats the height of conceit? Calling your own name during an orgasm. Assassins do it from behind
    • It all exists, even if its only in your mind

Comments (5)

  • CARPE SCROTUM – Indeed! Lots of great advice here. Particularly “I am who I am – your approval is not needed.”  

  • no wonder i like you.

  • @Relic47 -  I literally laughed out loud with that one ~ gotta love the Carpe Scrotum! :)

    @buddy71 - *big grin* the feeling is mutual!

  • Dear Aradia,

    Thank you so much for visiting my blog and commenting.

    You’ve posted entries above this but since I was thinking just the other day of going through my own blog looking for words of wisdom I’d written (and not already requoted endlessly in subsequent entries) I was most intrigued by this entry and shall comment here. (I’d have to sift through EIGHT years of posts. That makes me feel really old…. somehow. I could almost just copy/paste the entire entry as favs. Here are some.

    ◦I smile & act like nothing is wrong ~ it’s called dealing with shit & staying strong.
    ◦If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal, not to people or things. People always let you down
    ◦Ive danced in the moons soft light, drank chilled wine, tied a ribbon to a bottle ‘n made a wish on the 1st star I seen tonight.
    ◦Get into a crowded elevator and say “I bet you’re all wondering why I gathered you here today.”
    ◦The question is not whether life exists after death. The real question is whether you are ALIVE before death. :)

    And of course
    ◦Sex is always on my mind..
    My response: Memories….of the way I used to be….

    And yes, randomness is a word. Thanks again for the visit.

    Michael F. Nyiri, poet, philosopher, fool

  • @baldmike2004 - I began my journaling with xanga 12 years ago. My first site has since been deleted, it was before they had the option of username changes. I’m so glad they have that now! I only went through a small portion to get these. I chose the short and to the point things. Most of them from my twitter actually lol. Every once in a while, I do go through the archived Xanga site that’s now closed down, I have it saved to disk. It is wild how much I’ve grown, changed, and learned since then. Great way to learn about yourself all over again ;)

    Thank you for stopping by ;) Its a rare treat to have someone stop in an actually say something meaningful. So many cobwebs around xangaland :(

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