October 11, 2012

• On the flip side..

  

  Ok so it's me.. and it's a goofy pic.. and yes, I lightened it

  Today's entry. The flip side of things. Tried to be all positve in this "ramble"

  As they say ~ here goes 'nothin..

  From darkness into light.
  I feel deeply, therefore I love deeply.
  I'd do anything for those I love.
  To trust takes a lot of strength and faith for me.
  I do not give my trust, my loyalty, or my Love freely.
  It's a rare gift, as cliche as that sounds, it really is for me.
  I am strong.
  I have been to hell, it does exist here on earth.
  I have seen the face of evil reflected in a human.
  I survived to tell the tale, although I have yet to tell it fully.
  I am a survivor, I am no longer a victim.
  I am loveable.
  I am not damaged, I am scarred.
  Even roses have their thorns.
  I am beautiful, even if I don't fit societies labels of 'beauty'.
  I am unique.
  I am a deep thinker.
  I over-analyze. Overreact. Feel deeply.
  I can't half-ass things, it's not in me to do so.
  I question everything, yet I know nothing.
  I am intelligent, yet ignorant with many things.
  I am afraid of change, yet I am up to the challenge.
  I am wild, free-spirited, and un-tame.
  Yet quiet, reserved, and withdrawn.
  I believe. Desire. Dream.
  Dreams do come true.
  Knights do exist. Only they wear clothes not armor
  There is something more - "out there" beyond the walls I've built.
  I am not crazy.
  I am worth it.
  I am real.
  I have the ability .. to fly ..
  I see a light, albeit small, it's there, and I am slowly opening up more.
  I will not fear that which I do not know.
  I will not die an unlived life.
  I want more.
  I deserve more.
  Its not selfish to be true to yourself.
  "To thine own self, be true"
  There is more than one way, one truth, and more than one path to walk in this life.

  *deep sigh*

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