November 12, 2012

• Journal sharing..

    

  the following is from my offline, personal journal.. sharing a little bit

   

  Through the years, I have wasted time, tears, and energy on being a victim, wallowing in self-pity, engrossed and self-absorbed in the traumas of my past. But, I now know that what I focus on will help to create my future. The truth is what sets you free. Denying my past, burying it or denying it will not give me peace. I am developing the inner strength and courage to revisit those memories and to see their purpose, to take the gift from it and to step forward, to leave it in the past and to create a better future for myself.  They say that the journey of life is about transformation. The journey of transformation, a reformation of self, is about dying to the old ways and rising like the Phoenix and stepping into a new world. As Bear Heart said  “there are many types of death, one need not die a physical death in order to die.“ So I take it on {my death} with both hands. There are no more excuses to say that my prayers have fallen on deaf ears, to say that I am alone in this world. My support is not always going to come from physical sources, I’ve come to realize this. I have the spiritual world in my presence all the time. I will not measure the quality of my worth or happiness based on how others treat me. I will measure it based on how I treat myself and how much effort I am willing to put into rising above my fate and taking on my destiny. By opening my eyes to the truth and taking myself on - to rise like the Phoenix and live my life authentically.

   

  .. end of sharing .. for now.. just a snipplet

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