January 10, 2013

• A mask..

  

  Ever feel like you wear a mask..
  never revealing who you are, keeping hidden those deeper parts of yourself

  

  Ever feel as though all color is gone in your world
  like all hope is gone,
  no god, no help, just void of everything
  the only thing real is your inner turmoil,
  your pain, your deep aching desire for the basic
  desire of feeling connected to someone, something..

  

  feel like you've been in a world of darkness
  for so long, you don't know how to claw your way out
  feeling so helpless, insanity-bound, and weak
  feeling like your very soul has been ripped apart
  drown in misery, solitude and utter hopelessness
  seeing the peering of light slowly dissipate
  fearing it's too late to make the climb now
  fearing the very light you've climbed for
  so scared of the darkness,
  and the light..

  

  alone, so alone..

  mentally, physically, spiritually

  alone

  fearing the tides of fate that brought you here

  knowing deep down, it is best

  fearing it will be the death of you..

  i do not wish to die

  yet in many ways, I am already dead..

  because no one really sees me

  my existence is but an illusion

  a beautiful lie

  a cloak

  of protection

   

  ~rambles~ 01102013

   

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