wishing I had someone to hold me, love me, and cuddle me to sleep..
so I can rest my head on his chest
feel his gentle heart beat in my ear
feel his chest rise and fall with each breath
smell the scent of his cologne
his fingers wrapped up in my hair
running his hand down my side
resting it on my hip..
kissing my forehead
letting me know
I'm protected
secure
and in sweet serenity
as nothing else
exists in those moments..

*sigh*
G'night Xanga-land.. I can't wait until you get done updating! I'm missing my freedom of expression - design expressions.
Is anyone even out there? Seems everyone has left Who is going to comment now that everyone's left.. I feel alone.. *pout*

As the sun begins to fade
the bonfire lit, the drinks chilled
‘tis been my dream, my wish
beneath the shining stars to dance
indeed I have been lulled
by your sweet advance
softly, my heart pounding fast
trembling a bit, ‘tis my first dance
when my eyes met yours
I felt like a goddess, a beauty queen
my hips begin to gently sway like
autumn leaves upon the wind
you see the sweat upon my skin
shimmering like diamonds in the fires glow
kindled desire I express in dance
your eyes move to my soft round breasts
your glance wanders down
watching my hips as they circle
in slow rhythmic spirals
as if lulled into a trance
my tongue meets softly
between my painted red lips
I close my eyes while I dance
thinking of loves gentle penetration
of you beneath me under the moons soft glow
lulled by my beauty dance
mesmerizing are your eyes as they watch me
loving the hunger seen in your face
as I turn you see my hair spilled down
like a horses main it gently flows
in the gentle wind
my curves so vibrant and alive
you wish to caress them
like a flowers petals soft and delicate
you wish to taste my sweet nectar
caught in a lovers trance
you look divine as you advance near
our eyes meet our desires transcend
all time and all languages
gently you reach
for my soft porcelain white hand
leaning forward to place
a gentle but full loving kiss
you watch my lips as I softly whisper
oh sweet love, I await the chance
to climb upon you and do the lovers dance..

.. and boy would I rather be doing that tonight ..
(C)121713

Reflections

When despair grows in me
I cry at the simplest things

I awake in the night
to the sounds of crying..
reaching to hold my head
in the palms of my hands,
I realize it is my tears... and my voice I heard

I fear what has become of me
that old woman I see in the mirror
I feel the emptiness consume me

In my dreams

I lay down
in natures bed of grass
beneath the willow tree

where the white swans rest
in the calm cool waters
where the birds come to sing

I come into peace with these animals
they do not fixate their lives
with aforethought of grief.

Nor of things past, of what grief may lay ahead...
I come into the presence of love and warmth
from the sun whose rays illuminate
the dew drops that surround me..

Just for this moment,
I rest in the grace of the world
the beauty I have seen
the love I have
the ones who've
touched my life for always

I am thankful

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

A rainy night

Raindrops dancing upon my pale skin
in the light of the moon
tickling as it glides

I feel so lonely, so lost
Let the rain pour down upon me
I wish to feel something - anything
sweet rain, awaken me

Are you out there love?
Do you hear me, feel me
search for me, I'm here

Eyes closed to the world
I do not wish to feel empty anymore
loneliness, desire, they swallow me whole

My hair flowing like a horses main
wild in the winds of fall
as it spills down my back

Find me my love, come to me
make love to me
here in the wind, in the rain
taste the sweet rain off my skin

Kiss my lips and hold me tight
let me in, let me in
my salty tears linger on your tongue

Glide your hands softly
across my warm wet skin
taste, feel my desire

I want feel alive again
to feel that magic once again
to taste passion, feel love

I want embrace the thunder of your love
ride the waves of the wind
feel the pleasure of you inside of me...