December 16, 2013

• Reflections and more

  Reflections

  When despair grows in me
  I cry at the simplest things

  I awake in the night
  to the sounds of crying..
  reaching to hold my head
  in the palms of my hands,
  I realize it is my tears... and my voice I heard

  I fear what has become of me
  that old woman I see in the mirror
  I feel the emptiness consume me

  In my dreams

  I lay down
  in natures bed of grass
  beneath the willow tree

  where the white swans rest
  in the calm cool waters
  where the birds come to sing

  I come into peace with these animals
  they do not fixate their lives
  with aforethought of grief.

  Nor of things past, of what grief may lay ahead...
  I come into the presence of love and warmth
  from the sun whose rays illuminate
  the dew drops that surround me..

  Just for this moment,
  I rest in the grace of the world
  the beauty I have seen
  the love I have
  the ones who've
  touched my life for always

  I am thankful

  ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
  

  A rainy night

  Raindrops dancing upon my pale skin
  in the light of the moon
  tickling as it glides

  I feel so lonely, so lost
  Let the rain pour down upon me
  I wish to feel something - anything
  sweet rain, awaken me

  Are you out there love?
  Do you hear me, feel me
  search for me, I'm here

  Eyes closed to the world
  I do not wish to feel empty anymore
  loneliness, desire, they swallow me whole

  My hair flowing like a horses main
  wild in the winds of fall
  as it spills down my back

  Find me my love, come to me
  make love to me
  here in the wind, in the rain
  taste the sweet rain off my skin

  Kiss my lips and hold me tight
  let me in, let me in
  my salty tears linger on your tongue

  Glide your hands softly
  across my warm wet skin
  taste, feel my desire

  I want feel alive again
  to feel that magic once again
  to taste passion, feel love

  I want embrace the thunder of your love
  ride the waves of the wind
  feel the pleasure of you inside of me...

  • 7:48 pm
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